My big rant
Well, not a lot has happened since I last wrote. Gabe never got the job that was close to home. He was a little upset, but I don't think he would have enjoyed that job anyway. It was more of an office job, and Gabe prefers hands on a lot more.
He goes for an interview in Calgary tommorrow. I am not too sure how I feel about this job. It is a camp job, so that means he would be in two weeks and out two weeks. That is a long time for us to be apart. The plus part of this job would be that we would move. I have been itching to move for a long time. The town we live in is too small. I would go crazy here without Gabe for two weeks. I have only a couple of friends that lives in the town that are around my age. Everyone else is way older. It just sucks. It is a really lonely lifestyle that has taken me a long time to adjust too ( I am still adjusting).
It's funny, living in the town that you grew up in. When I left highschool, I swore I would never be back and I would never look back, yet here I am again. I like some aspects of this town, but there are a lot. The town is too small, and people have so little to do with their time that all they do is talk about other people. It seems everyone gets sucked into this mentality. Even at my bible study, someone is always gossipping about someone else. Get serious! It is a bible study.
I know that I have done my share of talking/thinking bad thoughts of others, but I am really trying not too. I have to make a decision everyday, and it is really hard. I think I am somewhat critical by nature. I am trying my best though. It seems as soon as you take notice of what you are doing, it becomes more and more apparent with those all around you.
I'm sick of it. I'm sick of people looking in my windows. I'm sick of small towns.
Sorry for my rant. I am in a little bit of a bad mood, I guess.
He goes for an interview in Calgary tommorrow. I am not too sure how I feel about this job. It is a camp job, so that means he would be in two weeks and out two weeks. That is a long time for us to be apart. The plus part of this job would be that we would move. I have been itching to move for a long time. The town we live in is too small. I would go crazy here without Gabe for two weeks. I have only a couple of friends that lives in the town that are around my age. Everyone else is way older. It just sucks. It is a really lonely lifestyle that has taken me a long time to adjust too ( I am still adjusting).
It's funny, living in the town that you grew up in. When I left highschool, I swore I would never be back and I would never look back, yet here I am again. I like some aspects of this town, but there are a lot. The town is too small, and people have so little to do with their time that all they do is talk about other people. It seems everyone gets sucked into this mentality. Even at my bible study, someone is always gossipping about someone else. Get serious! It is a bible study.
I know that I have done my share of talking/thinking bad thoughts of others, but I am really trying not too. I have to make a decision everyday, and it is really hard. I think I am somewhat critical by nature. I am trying my best though. It seems as soon as you take notice of what you are doing, it becomes more and more apparent with those all around you.
I'm sick of it. I'm sick of people looking in my windows. I'm sick of small towns.
Sorry for my rant. I am in a little bit of a bad mood, I guess.
posted by Sarah at 7:55 p.m.
1 Comments:
When I left home, I thought the same thing. But here I am yet again. I'm glad to be back though. But thankfully my city has grown & is constantly growing.
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