So tired...
I am still feeling so tired all the time. Not to mention the fact that I am constantly feeling as if I am going to throw up. Not that much fun at all. My boobs seem to be the only thing growing. I have already outgrown all of my bras and I can only fit in my sports bras, which are starting to get a bit tight. I have giant, sore boobs and I feel sick and tired all the time. I don't mean to sound that whiney. It's just that I am so tired right now.
Tomorrow I am going camping with a few of my girl friends from school. It will be great to see them. I just hope my stomach behaves itself, which it probably won't. We are headed out to the lake for a couple of days.
Yesterday I got to have breakfast with one of my best friends from college. It was great. She and I were incredibly close, and then made the stupid decision to live with each other. We had a stupid argument and never talked to each other for 2 years! Last summer, we made amends and it has been great. I missed her a lot. She is moving a lot closer to here (right now she is about 18 hours away--we never see each other).
She never even came to my wedding, which is really sad to both of us. She is super excited that she gets to be involved with me now during the pregnancy of my first child.
My grandma is not doing well. She has cancer which is spreading rapidly through her body. They will not do surgery to remove the cancer, because she has only a 20-30% chance of living through the surgery. When I get home from camping, we are going to go see her in the hospital. She also has a leaking valve in her heart. The doctors have said that if she didn't have cancer, she would have 18 months left to live. With the cancer, it is a lot shorter.
I am so happy that I have gotten the chance to tell her that I will be having a baby. She has lived a full life. She has watched all of her children grow up healthy and strong, all of her grandchildren grow up healthy and strong, and she had met so many of her great grand children. My grandma had 11 kids, so we are a biggg family. I am looking forward to going to spend some time with her.
That's my life for now. I will more after the weekend.
Tomorrow I am going camping with a few of my girl friends from school. It will be great to see them. I just hope my stomach behaves itself, which it probably won't. We are headed out to the lake for a couple of days.
Yesterday I got to have breakfast with one of my best friends from college. It was great. She and I were incredibly close, and then made the stupid decision to live with each other. We had a stupid argument and never talked to each other for 2 years! Last summer, we made amends and it has been great. I missed her a lot. She is moving a lot closer to here (right now she is about 18 hours away--we never see each other).
She never even came to my wedding, which is really sad to both of us. She is super excited that she gets to be involved with me now during the pregnancy of my first child.
My grandma is not doing well. She has cancer which is spreading rapidly through her body. They will not do surgery to remove the cancer, because she has only a 20-30% chance of living through the surgery. When I get home from camping, we are going to go see her in the hospital. She also has a leaking valve in her heart. The doctors have said that if she didn't have cancer, she would have 18 months left to live. With the cancer, it is a lot shorter.
I am so happy that I have gotten the chance to tell her that I will be having a baby. She has lived a full life. She has watched all of her children grow up healthy and strong, all of her grandchildren grow up healthy and strong, and she had met so many of her great grand children. My grandma had 11 kids, so we are a biggg family. I am looking forward to going to spend some time with her.
That's my life for now. I will more after the weekend.
posted by Sarah at 11:21 p.m.
1 Comments:
That stinks that you are still feeling yucky. Hopefully it will pass soon.
I hope you have fun camping. I've never been camping before. I think I may be too high mantainance for it.
Sorry, to hear about your Grandma. I'll be praying.
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